yup people. it's twelve FREAKIN' forty a.m. after an hour long attempt at falling asleep, i finally booted up my laptop to share my woes. kai is looking at me. if i could capture her expression, it would be: "jonelle. wtf? aren't you beat? don't you have to get up early? lay your ass down and close your eyes." this has all just been punctuated with a very telling sigh and slump down to the ground with her back to me. sorry kai-doggie. about 45 minutes ago i thought i was in the clear. i was starting to drift and felt very relaxed. then outta nowhere i started coughing non-stop and wheezing...a new behavior i've picked up since being sick in the fall. never did go to the doctor and now have acquired periodic wheezing.
distraction #2: i have been hearing some strange noise for the past 1/2 hour. my window's open and it' s like someone is screaming every 3-5 minutes. i'm sure it's not really a person, but it sure is f'ing annoying. i am thinking about surrendering my preference of having the window open so the nice breeze can come in because that noise is seriously driving me nuts.
distraction #3: taylor just woke up from her bed and came into my room. shucks! she was doing so well. had been sleeping in her bed pretty regularly. although she was groggy, girlfriend was awake enough to bring her cup of water *and* coaster. :)
distraction #4: my mind is running about stuff i need to do tomorrow. oh it's not world-ending stuff...but i guess remembering to stop by the store on my way home tomorrow to get eggs & dishwasher detergent is weighing heavily on my conscious. amazing. how do i rid myself of my internal nagging? only getting up at that moment & writing a "to-do" list relieves it. ocd, you ask? so?!??! i know some of you out there who are too. ;)
alas, it's almost one a.m. and i can feel my eyes getting heavy.
peace out.
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