Thursday, December 29, 2011

jack handey

first quiet moment for me in a while. the boys are asleep, tay's left for a big, exciting day. i find myself feeling so much, but not saying as much. so many thoughts and memories flood my mind. and, some heaviness i didn't quite expect. i wasn't prepared for the slingshot back into time, and the emotions that go with it. such bobs and weaves, my life. i have much to be thankful for, my life is rich with many people and blessings in it. i will have to focus on that today and deal with the emotions i carry and keep inside.

so, i leave you with a deep thought:
whenever i need to "get away", i just get away in my mind. i go to my imaginary spot, where the beach is perfect and the weather is perfect. there's only one bad thing there: the flies! they're terrible!